yuppee! Had our west NB party yesterday..haha! come'on put ur hands together and give thanks to.......*drum roll* to GOD!! to ShuZhen!! to Joey & Aaron!! to...the food com!! *cLaPz cLaPz* aiya...not good one... frm the starting of the games...my group is always at the first position one!(wait....the bottom first) haha! but we njoy so much! u noe arhz...so dumb dumb one lehz, there is tis game rite..*it goes like this..the games master will ask some ques,we had to run towards the markers & snatch it b4 others* [Zihui:"which is the day when Jesus Christ was born?"] tis is such a simple ques but i run half way & i stop...[*ting is wondering....* "is it monday?sunday? or...? huh? how would i noe which day Jesus was born?!"] haha! i tik my mind retarded one..lolx! for ur info...the ans is Christmas day! haha...*y i think so much arhz?* after games...went back & we began to E-A-T ! haha! [ting: " eh! muz try the jelly ok? i make one!"] [others:"eEeee...not nice..too plain.."] [ting:"errr... haha! sorry....not i make one...my twin make one.."] haha~! so sad.... the jelly not nice.. u noe arhz... when the jelly is still liquid form, it was so sweet lehz, i tot they can go to the charity show & be one of them who was being interviewed..[host of charity show:"y are u in this state?"] [jelly consumers:"bcoz we eat ting's jelly!too sweet.."] wow....its totally out of my expectations....not only the jelly is not too sweet(that u muz go charity show) but its too plain! sobx!!! hehe! nvm larz...*self-console* u noe arhz..today we went bugis..there are lots of ppl arhz.. all i noe is to walk straight.. i was day-dreaming when i am walking.. sub-conciously, i heard someone calling my name..*but there are actually none* den i turn back and shout in a loud voice "HUH?" wow super paiseh!!!! everyone kana shock by me arhz... haha! the worse thing is that Jerel is juz behind me...but he has no reaction... He juz point his finger towards the road...(translate "road" into chinese word*ma lu*) he is trying to say "marlu" to me !!! (catch ball?) create a joke out of myself again~haha!

---BLESSINGS---
`God bless e NB party..good weather :) ~
`NB party success!!!~
`God help me & shuz to find a good pillow for joey...anyway..Happy b'dae joey!~

---as i was praying..God let me see a body... we are a body of Christ..we cannot work alone..we need each other that function differently to extend the KOG..and God also tell me that i am not fighting alone...God is fighting the spiritual war for me..all i do is to rely on Him :) after hearing frm the Lord...God convince me further...i saw tis sentence in the bible.."Our God will fight for us!"---

---Juz now.. i feel so troubled... worrying for my group and sheep.. i start to search for verses that i can encourage them...but God didnt show me.. suddenly..God showed me this verse.."Do not let your heart be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me."[John 14:1] arhz! that time i reali feel so blessed & touch.. i shouldn't worry or to be troubled...i gotta be positive.. God 1st "attack" my heart & den show me the directions that west C should go..He corrected my wrong attitudes...thankiew God for telling me this.. peeps...e reason y i share with u guys is coz i wana remind u to let God be the controller, not to worry not to be troubled..not to take control... [y are u so troubled & worry so much? lack of faith? inward looking? wrong focus?] God says "...Be still & know that i am God..."---

Had a fun day(again) haha! *Jealous??* bLeHzZz ! woke up quite early today..had to shepherd my sheep..hehe! i had a 3 shepherdings in a roll..haha! no choice arhz..coz there are lots of fun activities on the other days of the week..yeah! very funny...when i shepherd hui ru..i am able to sit still...slowly...u can see me begin to "kiao kar" liao..haha! my frenz will noe wat am i talking abt*wnKzZ* den when i shepherd Jolene..i being to kneel on the chair,lie down..move here & there..haha! den when i shepherd xuan..i tell u..i do stun liao! haha! i reali cannot sit still eh..will die arhz..haha..poor sheep..have to see me do stuns!LoLx! when i was abt to go home..i did something marlu but guilty lehz..i saw this salesman walking towards me...as per normal i will have this "cool" look & reject straight to his face...[ting:"No thanks!!"] [sales-man:"huh?wat?i wan to ask u wat time only larz!"] *i doesn't noe how to react with this paiseh-ness* u all noe that interchange have this TV that states the departure time of the bus rite? *i happen to be below that so-called TV* [ting:*pointing above me* " if u wan to noe the time...juz see urself!"] [sales-man:"wat sia.......!"] wow i was super irritated by his attitude by saying e "wat sia" haha! but thinking back...the so-called TV in the interchange doesn't have time one lehz...haiyo...y am i doing this man? no face to see him arhz..anyway i feel so bad doing this to him..but i noe...his motive is not only time larz..diao~ haha! went home..realise that hui ru they all are at my home..preparing food for the NB party..haha! we had nth to do..i decided to on VCD to watch..*pisssed* tell u guys one secret...my sheep teared during the show..hehe.. when i saw it..i duno how to react arhz..*pretend nv see* haha! wow i juz finish preparing the jelly for tml... that is alot ! due to i open the fridge too long..i tik spoil liao lehz..not cold anymore..& keep dripping water..oh no man! so scare...will kana stone by my dad man..pray hard! oh ya... haha! tell u guys something..due to my blur-ness....*if u read my last post* i actually prepare only 60 hotdogs..& left 55 after pincing some..y i say 120 sticks arhz? haha! i also duno... i rmber counting 10+11=31..7+8=19 etc..haha! so frm 60 hotdogs till 120 is nth amazing larz! haha! i also can rmber..3+2=6..5+5=25! haha! tis are all the common mistakes i made in exams..and more arhz..! looking forward to the NB party :)

---BLESSINGS---

`God gave me strength & wisdom during e shepherdings..~

`God help me in the jelly-making..i would't have ideas to contain the jelly w/o God..~

---Lets not be calculative towards others & forgive those who have hurt u..ppl who are calulative & not forgiving cannot be joyful...for ur heart is filled with bitter-roots..! give to those who are in need (God bless u to be a blessing) forgive others who have done u wrong(forgive as the Lord has forgave u)---

Had a fun Sunday at gwen's hse! we had our ULs retreat :) its all abt Food..haha! i played my role..prepared hotdogs..i bought 120 sticks of hotdogs but....eh? how come only have 115 lehz? *bUrPzZz* hehe.simply cant resist e temptation of hotdogs! ate some b4 arriving Gwen's hse! haha! help to prepare fruit salad in gwen's kitchen..haha! u wouldnt wan to noe wats e process if u are one of them who consumed the fruit salad..haha! u can hear screaming frm shirls,sharlene etc..the fruits rebel..landed on the ground,was picked up & den join the rest of the fruits..& it was serve..haha! (wats that gurgling in my tummy?) we are to share our thanksgiving point of yr 2004..we have to play [7-up]..e loser have to start sharing..i had no choice but to confess that i duno 7 timetable! haha! everyone laugh & i create a joke of myself again! lolx! we den played a game..we have to act out according to e object in the card..to let ur team member guess...haha!(wats e name of this game arhz?) very fun ! funny also..create lots of joke inside..i guess sharlene would be the joke of the day again!lolx! bcoz of the "up-side-down" diao~ played "truth or dare" also..the amazing thing is that i din kana! hahaha hohoho! but we heard a super gross incident frm apinun~watch [princess diary]...another chick-flicks! i love it man! had so much fun in this family ! wow when i reach Boon Lay.. i had a tummy ached..haha! this is e 1st time bording on bus 246 without opening the windows...i am e only one in the upper deck,none of the windows are open,yet i had goose bumps! bcoz of e tummy! haha! i pro rite? but i noe God was with me all along..*wnKzZz*

---BLESSINGS---

`had tummy ached...ever since in e morning..keep going toilet..but God is so cool! he stop my pain when i am far frm toilet..but when toilet is near-by..the pain come!haha!~

`had tummy ached in the bus... prayed to God,& he releif me..!!~

---No matter how bad u are..how far u are..who u are..God's grace is never too limited to forgive..God's Love is never too weak to contain u..God's hand is never to short to reach u..God's heart is never too small to keep u..God noe u by name..u are His favourite child no matter wat :)---

Christmas is over !

Although Christmas is over...but the party is not over..nv over..living in the presence of God,everyday is party time!yeah! *phew* the busy season is going to over..haha! but i reali enjoy this busy season..not only enjoying the harvest,but also the process-the growth. growth in faith,perserverence,love,understanding of God,relying on God,wisdom,leadership,unity & lotsa more!we see the fruits of hardwork..the drama in production 2 was nice..esp the part wher the "inn-keeper" says "no r(L)oom" haha! *Y-hope will understand larz..* laugh like mad man..till now..when i tik abt it..i will still laugh..lolx! witness 5 ppl(west C) joining us to heaven frm the 2 christmas svs..praise God! Had overnite with e galz..went to my hse after carols..haha! we watch [panic room]..nice eh! some went sleeping..some sit together & share our life stories*that includes me!!* got to listen to alot of life-transforming stories which really bless me lots.. haha! u noe arhz..we are suppose to share the 3min coversion testimonies..end up.. everyone was so into it & share more.."more" in the sense of 30mins more den than e 3mins conversion testi..LoLx!!so funny..juz now when i take bus..i drop my wallet on the bus..when i enter the lift..*there are other ppl as well* i was so deeply in thought abt my wallet..the door of e lift open..i went out..[Eugene:"Jie Jie! where are u going?!!"] den i realise i was at the wrong storey!!aRhZ!!!!*no wonder my hse door look so different*it was actually the storey belongs to the ppl who were in the same lift..everybody laugh lehz!include the stranger lorz..so paiseh..*pray that next time wun take the same lift as them again!haha!*y arhz? i always got down the wrong bus-stop..lost my ways..even getting down the wrong "lift-stop" !! haha!*laughing at myself* u noe arhz.. alot of ppl tik that life is sianz..life is meaningless..life is a torture..but the thing is when someone say that they can offer them a better life..not sianz but fufilled,not meaningless but meaningful with purpose..not torture but with unlimited Joy..they reject!diao~its juz like u are wearing a torn shoes..someone offer u a brand new addidas shoes..den u reject! ya..the same! haiyo... go after a better life..a life that it was suppose to be..dun be stupid..

---BLESSINGS---

`i drop my wallet in the bus..guess wat?nobody took it & i got my wallet back!~

`my prayer come true..Jasmine come back liao! Amen!!~

`reminded that i gotta give all the credits to God..its not me..But God..~

---When u tik that no one understand u..u are wrong~ God understand wat u are going thru..not only half..but FULLY..*if u tik i am crapping..Dun u ever think this way!*..u nv try b4 how u noe?---

[-"Now my heart is troubled, and what shall I say? 'Father, save me from this hour'? No, it was this very reason I came to this hour. Father, glorify your name!"-](John12:27-28) `Glorify God's name under all circumstances..rather den complaining & asking 'why'~

*___we dun deserve wat we are enjoying now..but God still give it to us..God still give us more den wat we deserve...coming to God's presence is a previlledge,coz we dun deserve it at all....```

Looking forward.....

*dRuM RoLL....* Count down to hope production... 11 hours!!! I am really looking forward..woo~ haiz ya! i still got alot of Christmas cards haben write lehz..die liao..i tik muz give belated one liao...*sorry!!* actually wana write in e noon one..but i realise that there is "enough" (movie) in HBO..den i forgot everything & watch it..haha! *dun stone me!!* how how how..... now i realise that writting Christmas card is a scary thing.. *now..i noe that receiving a Christmas card is very blessed...* i rmber there is one nite i write till my eyes close..*words flying everywhere in e card!* haha! i can be so tired that i dun even bother to shut down my com..juz off e switch & *pom !!! snore..ZzZzz* haha! (thats explain the "good" quality of my com..my com can train my patience!*watever~*) anyway.... its a blessing to bless others too! hehe! wow....my fren juz say that my english not bad...haha!i noe...if De wen were to read tis post..he proberly will say something lidat..."huh?ur fren eyes something wrong huh?hmmz...wats e name?i wana pray for him.." or... "huh?*eyes wide open* eh...actually not bad larz..only sometime duno how to spell basic words lorz*he will start digging abt my Marlu mistakes..*" haha! anyway..its fun larz..lolx! *wnKzZz*oh ya...haha! u noe wat? that day i wanted to sent shuz my time schedule..guess wat..haha..i did sent the e-mail..but without attaching e schedule!haha!!! BLUR!!!!!!

---BLESSINGS---
`West C break 20!!!~

---All things are possible with God.. *pik pok..pik pok..pik pok...!* does ur heart beats for the non-b?---

Y-Hope production.. -Christmas in the city- !!

*Counting down to hope production two..2days!!!!* haha...am so excited abt it lehz..jolene say she saw the rehearsal liao..she say it was so cool ! arhz!!! i love to see dance! so cool..hehe! *cant imagine if i were to dance on stage..like a duck spinning around?* haha! hai yo..i tik i cant slp liao larz..lolx..went shopping with hui ru today..i din get down the wrong stop!(miracles do happens....!) wow..tell u.. there is a BBQ shop selling BBQ chicken in west mail lehz..so tempting! both of us were like staring at it for a long time..*price:$1.90*(i tik so larz) [ting:"ok..i have decided...i will buy..den u lehz?"] [hui ru:"orh ok lorz..i eat also.."] *auntie!give me two of this!* [Auntie:"its $1.90 per 100g horz..so i have to weight it..will cost around $3 plus per piece ok...] [ting & Ru: "huh...so ex arhz..dun wan liao...] *end up...both of us buy one chicken wing each..Sobx!!* haha... i guess..till now ..me & hui ru is still thinking abt e chicken..so tempting!so ex!! went to Kfc..haha! we are having compitition with time!i had this "teen" Kfc discount card which only valid till 5pm..*& the time is....4.57pm* arhz!!! haha.. we ate alot of things lehz.. cheezy fries..wages..benttito pockett..etc..*yum yum*we are fussy eater..haha! went to change a new wages*juz bcoz it is not hot* haha! bcoz of this..we laugh all e way..*wats so funny huh?* on the way home..i start sharing abt my past to hui ru..my bgr story...e more i share e more i am convince that i am leading a joyful & meaningful life with God..haha! If God is not real..den how can a un-real God change a life? i was thinking...when we share abt God..alot of ppl ask for evidence..*ha....they expect a scienctist to come before them to prove?* if someone ask me for evidence abt God..i will say.."i am the evidence..." i am very clear that i woudn't change my like-style & character out of all sudden..there muz be something that make me change..& that is so obvious..its God! wow... Enjoy my life so much..i wouldn't want to end this life-style..i love being in the presence of God..haha!dun u? haiyo.. dun complain when u serve God larz..if one day God were to take away this previlledge..ur life will be billions times of lousy lorz..*lets imagine....days without God in ur life...*so meaningless!wats e moral of ur life story den?Ans:*B-O-R-I-N-Gggggg_J-O-Y-L-E-S-Ssssss!!!!*<---thats the moral of ur life story without God..haha!(this is only part of it..dun even bother to write out e rest..u shd noe!haha!)

---BLESSINGS---
`Currently...West C hit 26 !!!! WOOO!!! you have done well,galz....~
`Last week christmas baby is coming for Production 2!!!~
`Reminded of my past life...so scary! i appriciated my life with God..thanx u God for giving me such a wonderful life!~
`Able to mit dorothy tml ! pray that she can come for Production 2!! *wnKzZz*~

---Let ur life stories to be an evidence abt God's reality...share it boldly!i blive that u are a miracle that God create..throw away ur pride..& be a messenger with courage of God's Love... *reason y Jesus die on e cross: LOVE* [i have a ticket..a trip to heaven..(from: the day Jesus come back.. Till : eternity..] do u have that ticket? *Booking: (Father_Son_Holyspirit.make_God_ur_Lord@heart.sincere) COme Nexus to collect the ticket ! *wnKzZz* for free! come with a repentence,expectance,faith-filled,humble & sincere heart!(did i forget anything?)* haha!---

Can't stop praising HIM!!!!!

A fews days nv update my blog liao..hehe! all thanx to my "Morden" com with this "high" quality speed..which always hang..haha! actually wana update on Thurs but my com hand half way thru writting e entry..diao~ nvm! i shall have a (3 in 1) den.. will conclude e 3 days into one post..lolx! went santosa with Cg & Si xian on thurs..haha! sat on the mono-train..(super slow man!) *we were wondering..wat if a monkey suddenly jump into e train?* haha!! we got down e wrong stop..den we re-take e train again..Oh gosh! *getting down e wrong stop has been part if my life liao* (play halfway...) [Chulee: "eh ting..we play (oh ya bei ar som) ok? den whoever is e odd one shall be burried in the sand by us..can?] [ting: "Orhz..ok lorz.."*blur..(as usual)*"] *gathered..."oh ya bei ar som!"* arhz! all of them showed black side..except me!* now den i realise they wana sabo me one! not fair!i have been cheated! haha! went to zihui hse also..dye my hair..haha!to black...*bLeAhz* oPpZ!!!! i took my results on Friday.. *drum roll* i got 8 points! lalala...i can go sec 5..WeE~ I am so smart rite? I am So wise.. *ahem!wana say me proud liao izzit?* let me complete my sentence..I am so smart & wise to make e choice to rely on God.. all thanx to Him.. really.. coz without him..i CANNOT make it..*clapz clapz* praise God..hey hey hey! tell ya something..West C break 20 on Sat!!! haha! we witness 3 ppl joining us into e Kingdom..in the whole..West hit 91! wahaha! eh..are u feeling excited? *StOp!!!* there is still more...*drum roll* My Dad receive Christ!! ARHZ!!!!!! *Ng family is a christian family..most importantly..Ng family is a Joyful family!!!*come on!if my family can..ur family can also! coz God is not a God that belongs only to My family de mah..*pls larz* haha!God can do in YOUR family too! *stop looking left or right..its YOUR family (hehe)* tell u something marlu..juz now when i attend the mandrin service..they are playing the games *i dun understand e instructions* its actually lidat...(we are suppose to pass e soft toys to e one beside us until e music stops..den e one holding it will kana forfeit) when e toy was passed to me.. i throw it way behind! the worse thing is it din fall onto someone in my team...it landed on the opp team..(i was suppose to pass to e one beside me!) i really duno! *everyone was looking at me* oh no! i feel like hiding my face u noe..haiz ...! *super MARLU!!!!* anyway.... pary that my Dad will retained~praise Lord..*super long entry..bcoz...its (3 in 1)!! haha!

---BLESSINGS---
`was raining heavily on thurs..*suppose to go sentosa sun-tan!* God bless us..when we reach e beach ..the rain stop! *it was still raining when we are on mono-train!*
`i pass my N-level!(not 10 points...not 9....but 8!!! thanx God!) yuppeeeeeee!!!!!!~
`God bless West C to break 20!~
`West Break 75!!!!!~
`3 ppl knowing God in West C..10 in the whole West!! YuppppEEEEE!!!!!!!~
`my dad come to noe God! (my bdae wish in 2003 is that my whole family come to noe God.. although it was so long ago..but God rmber my prayers! He gave me e oppotunity!)*God is a faithful God..He ans prayers*

---Westlanders! although west hit so high...we are not going to satisfy ok..coz we are going to ask for more! haha! Coz I blive God can do more den that.. hehe..Jiayou!! same to west C..dun just stop here ok! *dun look down on God's abilities larz...* FAITH is the word..with faith..all things is possible..*who cares wats ur problems?* coz with Faith...u can overcome it..Grow!Grow!GrOw!!!! *reminds me an advertisment...the song goes like this..."3 blind mice..3 blind mice..."* LoLX!!! nv give up..nv discourage..praise God that He done so much in me..*He can do it in u too* u wan anot?---

1st Zone Qt...

As u can see frm my nick..i held the 1st Zone Qt ever! haha! *cLaPz ClApz!!* before that i was shepherding chu lee...[ting: how many ppl frm ur side will come for the zone Qt?] [Chulee: hmmz.. only me eh..] [ting: huh!!!! y?] [Chulee: *explaining...den suddenly say* : scarli only ur core team ppl come arhz...which is like 5 ppl?] [ting: !!!!!!! cannot !!!! how? i prepared 4 worship songs & Qt passage for at least 10 ppl de lehz!] at the end...indeed there is only 5 ppl..but chelee was onli half rite.. hehe! only Me,chulee,zhixuan,huiru&sherlyn turn up..(not only my core team..got sherlyn..but jolene din turn up!) Jolene & qiulian fever eh..*wow nowadays fever is in-trand lehz!* lolx! "gal...get well soon!" but nvm.. we had powerful worship & prayers..!! we met God ! *wnKzZz* i was like the machine gun.. non-stop.. mit chulee..follow by zone QT..follow by meeting..follow by mit hui ru..& den mit zhi xuan..! haha!*i truely enjoy!*haha i was right... y-hope ppl are cheap skate..cheap place..u will surly see hope ppl in there..haha! everyone was asking me abt e (15 for $1) christmas cards ever since i post my blog yesterday.. lolx!Jerel today cook something weird in my hse.. a grey potato! *puke* looks funny... he fried it.. hmmz.... but taste not bad larz.. [ting:"wana try adding some mayonese onto the potatos?"] [Jerel: "hmmz....actually i wana put sour cream de lehz... but dun have..hmmz...ya we can try mayo!"] [Jerel: *tasting...* "hmm! nice!!" *giving me e spoon*] [ting: *cheecky* "c i told u?haha!"] (actually tis happen when i shepherding xuan..poor xuan have to see our crapz)[ting: "arhz!!! dun disturb me liao....i am shepherding my sheep half way eh..!haha! go into e room!"] haha! really enjoy being with my fellow bros/sis in christ..they are fun!

---BLESSINGS---
`Zone Qt was successful (although only 5 ppl) but i give thankx!(powerful prayers & worship)~
`God bless 2 visitors to christmas service! (galz....more!! break 20!)

---Muz take care of ur body arhz.... muz preserve energy for Christmas...! Grow in Faith.. Believe in ur goals..it will come to pass...!*if u are not convince of ur goal..how u expect ur ppl to be convince as well?* 4 converts in each Cg!!*Wa1 to Wc3!!!* have the urgency for e lost souls..as God love His lost kids..in the name of Jesus..80 in West will come to pass... we will scream together when we hit our goal !!!! *aRhZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*---

I am like a lost sheep~!!!

a very blur day.. i am like a sheep..no sense of direction! haha! [no.1: wenting stay at st 92..i drop down the bus at st 91..trying to figure out where she stay..spend 1hr walking under the hot sun before i realise that i am at the wrong st..(re-take bus again!) no.2: reached st 92..but cant find the blk (i walk to the wrong direction!) no.3:took bus to west mail...i got down the wrong stop..! *no choice but to walk lorz!* no.4: wana buy water..realise that i have no cash..*shop dun allow nets* i wana take lift to the ground storey to draw money but i cant find the lift! (ended up in the toilet!) no.5: when go home... i nearly drop at the wrong stop again..diao~] haha.. i rmber someone said tis before.."Ng family are lidat..not a weird thing when they lost their ways..haha!" are u wondering y? haha! wait till u hear our stories den will understand! (Ng family doesnt have the sense of direction,i am not the onli one!*bLeHz*) hey! highly recomand..[15 christmas cards for $1!!] i bought it.. wow! buy sway lehz... i bought 4 boxes.. end up one of the boxes no envelopes one! *hMmPz!!!* sway sway-ly buy that one sway sway box w/o envelopes..e rest have de eh! prepared Qt notes..worship notes for my ppl..haha! (got zone QT) faced the com for hours liao..u will hear "piak piak paik~" when u walk pass my rm.. haha....! *bingo!!!* its the keyboard's sound..*those who are smart..i "blanja" you cloud when we go heaven ok? haha!

---BLESSINGS---
`although i lost my ways, God still guide me thru...~
`God help me save money.. 15 cards for $1..haha!*like auntie? bo bain..tis is "y-hope" *cheap place..u will c us!*~

---18 dec!!!!! i am looking forward....dun miss it! c ya there! *aHeM..dun come alone ok? come with ur frenz *wnKzZz*..cool things deserve many ppl to appriciate..hehe!---

Spend 12 hours in orchard...!!

*YwArNz* i am so sleepy now..hehe! a tiring day..but..FUN!! aiyo..fall sick liao..(that Tall guy pass the sickness to me one)izzit him arhz? duno eh.. hahA! *playing accusation game..* Lord!pls heal me..hehe! went for prayermeeting juz now.. we are like normats in history..*move here & there..* frm B2 move to B1..den towards 6th storey..diao rite? wana pray also so difficult.. hehe! went foR WFL..i tot that time will pass very slow..but not true eh..hehe.. learn abt Cults & Catholics..wow interesting! today last day of WFL liao..*dun miss me*(arhz... i noe larz.. i am too big to be miss rite..?`S.A.D.E.N.N.I.N.G~) other den knowing abt Cults & catholics..i found out something amazing..[Jerel's hand is bigger den my feet!!!]haiyo...my feet is so *mini* but nvm! hehe! lidat den cute mah..*BlEhZ~*went for deco also..haha..we did lame things lehz..u noe wat? we went to a place full with cardboards..we took 2*bed & fridge size* cardboards..filled with many smaller ones inside..*heavy!!!* we carry till siaoz arhz..the worse thing is that we have to walk thru alot of place..*marLu!!* [ting to Joyce: can we wear a mask 1st den we proceed?]catch the last train & bus..here i am at home! yEaH!!!

---BLESSINGS---
`God protected my sheep,Jolene..~ *jo..really thanx God for u to sneak out,i am proud of u!~

---*Bing bing! Bang Bang! RiNggg~~ !!!! wAkE uP!!! dun miss the harvest period! NOW is the time... *got ppl go for harversting in winter?* no! dun wait till u miss the harvest period den blame,complain etc that ur group dun have new friends...stop doing crapz thingy & move ur butt! come'on...ppl knowing God is a wonderful thing..i wan to see West C breaking 20! By faith..In Jesus Name..It can be done..Amen! 80 In west!! Jiayou! *Mid-nite movie..here i come!!*---

Victory Doesn't belongs to satan!

I suddenly rmber tis song..

[---IN THE NAME OF JESUS
IN THE NAME OF JESUS
WE HAVE THE VICTORY(AMEN)

IN THE NAME OF JESUS
IN THE NAME OF JESUS
DEMONS WILL HAVE TO FLEE(SHOO)

IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS
TELL ME WHO CAN STAND BEFORE?
IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS
WE HAVE THE VICTORY!---]

to anyone who are facing some difficulties..Jesus has already won..He has the victory..dun worry! no matter wat, nth can change the fact that HE has won! all u need is to entrust HIM with ur faith.. u can success..confirm can.. dun dwell in ur problems anymore! Jesus has the victory!!! so wat is there to worry? wat is there to feel discourage? we will nv lose..coz Jesus has already win the medal for us.. we are always the winner in the etes of God,lets not bother on how man look at us..in man's eyes we might fail..but we are actually the champion in the eye of the Lord!

Excited..Nervous..Busy..

Wow i really love my life lehz.. haha! i enjoy it alot.. alot of ppl out there always claim that "life Sux" but i dun tik so..not at all! mayb ur life reali Sux larz but definitely not mine coz i have real Joy..yeah! when i walk pass some ppl..in their mind,they would [*Dialing....* Hello? mental hospital?can i book a room for my fren,ting?got space?huh!!she is too mad for u to accept?wow lao....!"] haha!! coz i keep smiling at myself! *cant control* i not siao..but i reali feel so loved..that i cant help but to smile..cant help it..i reali enjoy my life..i rmber for the past few days i have been listening to lame jokes..so funny! i can laugh for days man! [who sell "wang qing shui"(forget love water)?(direct translations)haha.*u will laugh out if u noe the song by andy lau* wats doremon fav. colour? *u will laugh if u noe the song* haha!] guess? so funny.. wow yesterday slp at shuz hse..super cold! cant stand it that i have to kneel down to slp..haha! i was telling God "God..got 2 choice..no.1 is u can make me warmer..no.2 is faster morning!" haha! but God didnt ans both..God is so humorious that he put me to slp..haha!hmm...so its a blessing too! lolx! went Shirls Dmm(i always look forward to) as usual..so crappy & funny! lolx! we prayed a long prayer..wow! i am so refresh & blessed by it..feel like keep praying non stop..so nice..Nowadays i feel up & downs..haiz! N results is coming..oh no! i feel so mixed..excited abt the christmas parties,harvest etc..nervous abt the results..happy bcoz of the joke..joy bcoz i am loved..etc!blaaa....blaaa...*wnKzzz*

---BLESSINGS---
`God protected me..tot that i will collapsed during DMM,tot that i will fall very sick..but in the end..i feel nth!haha!~
`God use me greatly..God ans my prayers as in to relate with dorothy well..& indeed,Dorothy seems to like me as a fren..Yupee!!~
`nowadays i have alot of prayer points,God always cast lots of things in my heart,& thru alot of incidents,God reassured that wat is in my heart is frm Him~

---Christmas is coming! Keep ur focus on God..not on the activities etc going on..God is the reasons y we do all these..amen?despite all the busy-ness..keep ur prayer life strong,as prayer is the most powerful weapon in spiritual war..w/o weapon..how to go into the battle field? get urself ready!---

Picnic at De Wen's House...

"Bang Bang!!! Jerel is here!wake up!" haiyo.. woke up alarmed by my brother... i feel so irritated & wonder..wats gonna do with me if Jerel come? haha! he keep knocking & knocking...finally i woke up & realise that it was 11am liao! hai yo! was getting ready to go out until Jolene called me..she is someone that gone thru persecution..& it always go on & on..i feel sad for her but not a single sense of pity..*i am not cold-blooded ok!*if i am her..i would feel proud & honour..i will feel so bless..*phyco?* coz i am persecuted not for other things on the face of the earth, but for the sake of Christ..u might think that i am talking crapz here..haha! but nope..i already got myself ready for persecutions & i am sure that i will feel blessed..all these is worth it.. *if u tik i am sick or something..nope! * Alot of ppl say "duno wat spell did Jesus cast on u..cause u to become siaoz!" LoLx!! if there is really a spell...i tik the spell that Jesus Cast is the spell of Love & Joy..*convicted?* although Jolene is my sheep,i seriously admire her..she is a gal..yet so strong in God,can go thru all these with Faith..hmmz.. if i were to pity someone who are going thru persecutions...i would pity those who give up..oh my goodness..!*ppl out there..if giving up come across ur mind..pls cast it away!giving up is nv the solution..its juz a coward way to settle a problem..* perseverence,Faith & overcome is the way.. its not difficult at all.... juz need u to rely on God, cast everything to Him,blive in Him & be firm..thats all! difficult meh? haha! wow! today is the best retreat i ever attend! actually wana have picnic at sentosa one,but ended up at De Wen's hse..so comfy that we are rooted there liao..lolx! we had picnic there instead..wow the hot-dog is so addictive...! i wan more! we eat & eat..den after that chit chat in his room.. *pause!!!! its with Joyce,Jency,Shuz & Jerel..* haha! so comfy lorz! they are my closest ones in church,i feel so blessed to be in this family..my family background is not as complete as most of u out there...but "lonliness" nv come into my life b4..not at all.. coz i had a family of God..billions times better den a complete family out there..! hehe!feel so tempted to stay overnite at his hse...dun feel like leaving.. feel so nice to chat with them..so funny too! keep laughing..yeah! tml stay at shuz hse.. we are going to chat again! looking forward..! *wnKzZz* *feeling lonely?come join our family! u will definaltly love the fellowshipping with us!*(not sales arhz... its truth..hehe!) Aaron took umbralla & fetch me hm (i called as it was raining!) when i saw him..he was wet & "dancing" with "waoo waoo"..haha! his slipper is so slippery!he keep sliding here & there..& fell along the way!so funny...(can u imagne?)

---BLESSINGS---
`God bless the retreat...it was so fun & feel at Home..i love it! *one more time can?*~

---make tis a promise to God..[Lord i am stepping out of the comfort zone,letting go of me..holding on to you..you ar the centre of my life..]---

Laughing day....

hehe!haha! cant stop smiling at laughing to myself.. had a funny & enjoyable day! hehe! early in the morning i receive a call frm joyce.."hello ting arhz..juz wana tell u that the games u lead very fun lehz!" wow seh! tell u arhz, although tis sentence is so short & simple.. but i am reali happy to hear that! i noe my effort is not wasted..ppl appriciate my hard work! super paiseh lehz... i am suppose to mit dorothy at jurong west to play bball... end up i lost my way!*ahem..for ur info..i stay at jurong de* me and jolene was standing in the middle of no where..deciding wheather to turn left or right..[Ting: "how? where?"] [Jolene:"my sense tell me to turn right.."] [Ting:"si meh? no larz!!! its left larz.. confirm!] [Jolene:*as a obedience sheep* "oh ok lorz..lets go!"] *we walk & walk.....still thinking that we walk e correct way* [Ting:"wow..thanx God i nv listen to u arhz...if not surly lost our way one] *slowly...we realise that we walk the wrong way liao! suppose to turn right instead of left!*[Jolene:"there.told u liao..i correct mah.."] [ting: hehe... marlu..hehe..] hai yo.. reali very marlu de lehz.... juz like wat de wen always say:"ting ting always lidat one... 4ever blur.." haha! *i tik so too!*wnKz! played bball.. very fun.. very funny also.. do lots of stupid stuff.. Dorothy very steady one.. funny eh..after e game,she wana intro her bro to me lehz.. i was like "hmm..no thanx" haha! Me,Tania,Alysia & Jolene was chit-chatting for hours.. talking abt the days we haben noe God..very nice to chat with them!!*next time chat again k?* we talk abt lianz & bengz.. haha! cant imagine..the life i lead b4 knowing God is so different frm now..360degree change..God is indeed a God of miracles..*does God change u? are u willing to be change?* today i reali enjoy myself,play &amp; play..laugh & laugh..Chat & Chat.. without God, i dun tik i will be so happi..i wun be playing bball with dorothy..i wun chat so much..wun even bother to waste my time searching the way to e bball court.. bcoz of God..here i am smiling! Thanx God for changing my life so much..now i am reali excited to see ppl's life being changed by God.. its such a Joy to see ppl turn their meaningless life into a joyful life,filled with purpose!i wan to see that! Dorothy sms-ed me..saying that we had a fun day.. & wana mit me again..Wow! cool!!!!! *here i am dorothy!! u are my target.. i am going to bring u to a life filled with Joy & laughter.. wana join?(hehe) i love u man! not les larz.. but reali glad to noe u*

---BLESSINGS---
`God reminded me abt His faithfulness... i am so touch ! i feel like i juz noe God yesterday!~
`Got to noe dorothy more...keep smiling to myself..she very cute~
`Got to noe Chu lee more too!~
`i very happy!!!!!!!!!!!! arhz!!! i cant stand it!!!~

---its a joy to lead..its a joy to be a leader..(my dad juz bought me a new printer..i tried to install..but keep failing.. try for hours..still cannot.. after hours..finally can liao! wow! in my heart..it was like "yeash!" haha) being a leader is abt the same.. u have tis sheep....u fail to "install"..keep having "error in connection" but u choose not to give up.. finally.."the printer has been installed..restart com now?" (u got wat i mean rite?)... that kind of feeling is reali cool lorz... i duno how to express in words..witnessing a changed life..all the tears that ur sheep create..all the problems etc..its worth.. reali.... *are u perservering in ur "naughty" sheep? do u have faith to see the "life changed" day? do u love them?*---

---rmber to give thanks to ur shepherd.... ask urself..during the low times in ur life.. other den Jesus..who is there for u? when u face problems..other den Jesus..who is there cracking the brain trying to help u solve it? during ur spiritual dryness..who is there tearing & praying for u? during the times when u do stupid things & nearly enter e kingdom of satan..who is there nagging & reminding u of God's love? haha! its ur shepherd... there r more.. u tik urself lorz... wat have u done for them? when they sick..do u care? when they dun have seats..do u offer ur seats? when they thirsty..do u offer them drinks? when they carry heavy stuff...do u offer help? did u make ur leader's vision as ur vision? ur leader's goal as ur goal?encourage them when others disappoint them? do u pray for them?are they in ur prayer list? etc...is not that its a muz to do all these...but do u love them? if yes..very difficult meh?all these should flow frm ur heart one wat...---

First West chalet

*yawnz* "oppz!!" hehe! i slept the whole day..*stop wat u are thinking now* i am not lazy! haha.. coz we had our first sub-D chalet! *Clapz Clapz!!!* reali busy recently.. coz i am leading Games..*phew* thanx God the games were successful..talking abt the chalet, the time went so fast! Haha.. tis prove something..prove that the chalet was fun! if i am caught in a super boring chalet..i would say the time went very slow de mah..rite? *CrApz* super crazy lehz,before the games, i tot i can sabo the ppl playing..wow in the end i kana lots of flour on my own..*hmpz!* u noe arhz, the day b4 the chalet, all the games master were cheecky,tot of ways to sabo, we plan water bombs,flour etc games juz to sabo..haha! in the end, we kana ourselves..but nvm! we enjoy! lolx! after dinner..i was thinking "i nv do much for the praise & worship team,mayb i can see them reherasal,den at least i got do something mah.." end up i help them take e torch light so that they can see clearly..Lame eh!(very funny haha) we had sleepless nite.. play "pepsi cola" in the middle of the nite..had "west-spore idol" super funny..[RG aka Germit : we had our results here with us, nation-wide votes,with 3 ppl voted....(haha) the results will be announce after the break!)] [west landers aka audience: change the history! let slyvester win!] [RG aka Germit: the results is here..(drum roll) Taufik or sly?? we are not very proud to have sly as our spore idol!(haha)] *shuz was laughing all the way* after all these we went to the beach wanting to see the sun rise.. wait & wait.. (2 hrs pass....)in the end, we are actually standing at the wrong direction!!!*alemak!!* i can imagine God is watching & smiling to His own saying "silly gals"haha! i went back & sleep awhile,first time i sleep on the ground w/o pillows,no nth..yet i still can sleep like a log..haha! check out board on Mrt,den sleep again! haha! u can see nealy all the west ppl sleep like log in the mrt..as i was sleeping soundly.."boon lay..Boon Lay..(i ignore) Boon lay.." i peep & saw that it was de wen trying to scare me by saying "boon lay" & expect me to wake up alarmed(i noe haben reach de lorz) haha! "piss piss piss" De wen again! den i open my eyes.. (finally) & say "wat? oh...bye bye" to him..lolx!

---BLESSINGS---
`God bless the games Com alot.. although got a little rain, But God is faithful,the rain remain small all along..& the rain stop during nite games!~
`God bless the west chalet, can see ppl enjoying,responding,P&W God etc..~
`God bless the games w/o problematic players!~

---When u say u wana give up everything for Jesus..have u ever tot wat is "everything"? other den time,money,talents.."everything" includes ur family..ur frenz..treasure etc..can u give up?---